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Published April 13, 2022
“The worst part is, I want to be loved,” Lily chokes out, on the verge of tears now. “I so deperately want to be loved, Mary, but not as they love me. I want - ”
“Respect? Compassion? True understanding of who you are and the things you want?” Mary fills in when Lily falters, not having the words. She pulls her hand back as Lily nods a bit miserably. “You deserve those things. We all do, I believe. It's not too much to ask for; it's the bare fucking minimum, so don't you dare feel guilty for requiring it. Just don't. I mean it.”
“I just wanted to fight and scream and just - just explode.”
“Because of me?” Regulus whispers.
“Nothing makes me want to burn the world like the thought of losing you,” James says softly.
“If I needed perfection to fall in love, I would be alone my whole life. No one is, not even you, and I don't require you to be. I don't need you to be anything other than who you are, James, the worst and best of you, and my feelings won't change. Don't try to be enough for me; you're enough when you breathe.”
“I didn't believe in love before you.”
Looking at Regulus, James thinks he gets that. What it is to look at another person and think, oh, I could look at you forever. For him, it's stargazing. It's precious to him.
“I'm sorry, I'm an idiot, I'm rotten and I know it, but I'm quite pathetically in love with you, please don't leave me ever.”
“This isn't the ending. It's just a new chapter. Think of it like a book. You love your books, yeah? Shouldn't you be excited to see what comes next?”
“Not if there's less of you on the page,” Regulus replies.
“Am I your favorite story, then?”
“You're my favorite everything.”